Things seem to be off kilter
I feel as though I am fucking up in my classes, however, I'm not. I am going to attribute this to my lack of attendance in said classes. Its hard to motivate myself to go when so far, this system seems to be working.
My job is easy, but waking up at 3 am to go is not. Coming home at 10 am and keeping myself from passing out is also not. Perhaps the panic of knowing that my day is only starting and I've already been up and working for 7 hours puts me to sleep. I enjoy listening to Larry the doughnut fryer and Kathy the baker talk to each other, every other word out of their mouth is "goddamn" or "fucking". They're full blooded yoopers, which is like being half hillbilly so I fit right in. When I told Larry that I had just finished writing a 10 page paper his cried, "Holy shit! Do you think your teachers read all them goddamn things?!" I said that I hoped so.
Zach and I have been tittering at each other. Our hour or so of silence always ends with him looking at me and saying "Hi" in the 'I'm sorry lets stop fighting tone' and my 'me too' "Hi" in response. Its weird, but it works.
1 comments:
I know the feeling. Classes are often hard to go to, especially after a long day/night of work. I also very much want to believe my professors read everything I write. I always add in what I call "catchers", where I slip in a snide remark or some silly pop cultural reference. It doesn't always work with all instructors, so use it wisely. Good luck with the classes and the job!
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